That you were the man of the house
You decided
We got to whisper and you got to shout
You decided
We were ungrateful hungry mouths
So you decided
To look for a better way out
And when you decided
To take your life in your own hands
You decided
That you could just change all our plans
Because that's
What's family stands for
To you
Now I'm here at your grave
And I'm not your little baby
Anymore
I stand face to face
Tears to grave
And im telling you
Now you're gonna tell me why you did it
Tell me why you think I deserved your worst
Don't you try hiding behind your decisions
After all that you put me through
I won't make it easy for you
Won't make it easy for you
You decided
As I stumbled home from the bar
You decided
That your own house was too far
You decided
That you could make me a star
You decided
That you would just pin down my arms
In case I
Came to
In case I
Didn't want you to
In case I scream
You'd convince me
It was a dream
And not a nightmare
And maybe no one will hear
When I scream
In that room
Maybe no one will hear
When I scream on the stand
But now here I stand
Woman to man
Demanding
Now you're gonna tell me why you did it
Tell me why you think I deserved your worst
Don't you try hiding behind your decisions
After all that you put me through
I won't make it easy for you
Won't make it easy for you
You decided
That I was just a conquest
You decided
That that's what I offered at best
You decided
That I didn't need to know about your life
You decided
That for me and your wife
And you made all your decisions
Without knowing the other side
Knowing on the inside
All I've survived
So as you stand there
Tears in your eyes
Wondering why
I'm saying goodbye
Ask where will I go
Because you don't know
That I know
The whole
Story
I'll look into your eyes
And do for you
What I know I wanted too
Now I'm gonna tell you why i did it
Tell you why I think you deserved the worst
I won't try hiding behind your decisions
After all that you put me through
I won't make it easy for you
Won't make it easy for you