Saturday, July 9, 2011

,even

We saw the seed tonight
We looked into the moments
We loved each other the most
We saw the seed that lived behind
In isolation
Behind the thing itself
The moment
Whether it was my love for you
When I see you in the passenger’s seat
Dancing and singing while I drive
Or the moments I live for
When you are at your least desirable
Embarrassing and otherwise awkward
Or when anger is spit forth in passionate rage
The least desirable moments
The moments I love admitting aloud, even
That I am still happy to love you
Or the even the moments when I know you well enough
To know when you’re bullshitting at a party
All of the moments that I love you
All of the reasons
Your car seat butt warmers, even
All of the reasons
That I love you
Contain the seed we saw

And what we saw we’ll never forget
And we’ll look for it in everything we do

I saw your soul run from your core
With electric intensity out of you
Through your mouth
Into my kiss
And into the center of me
It was a two way street
And I felt a piece of me
Over in your seat
Like Hawaii
My far out island
But mine

And now I can see the personality I have
When I am with you
As is with everyone I know
In 2s
As a duo
This third personality
Not you
Not me
But me and you
And me in you
And you in me
Responsible for both personalities
And not in control of our own
But just as everyone I know
In 2s
Has this place we both live
They don’t have you
Like We do
And the love we have
Inside our third relationship
Leaves us talking at 2am
On the front porch each weekend
About how good this is
Like we were the only ones in the world
Who know how to be in love
Because if the whole world know this
There wouldn’t be the wars there are
Our love finds us posting whole albums of pictures
Of the two of us kissing
All over the internet
Proclaiming from the modern day rooftops
On a regular basis how in love we are
I get battle scars
From our love
I walk with hickees like it’s the 8th grade
And can’t help but live the way I want to live
And be proud of the sex that we’re having
Our love finds us
Constantly now
Pulsing like lightning through kisses
And pushing us to our feet
Inside every moment we get